As an evangelical Christian (although I would more consider myself non-denominational) I agree with your criticisms of the American Evangelical Church. In all honesty, I was born and raised in Canada so I have very little experience with American evangelicalism. I am particularly disheartened by the Christian nationalism and political demonization in these evangelical spheres, since these ideaologies are so far from the God I love and follow. Thank you for sharing your story and your thoughts--your honesty is so important for us evangelicals, so we can better love those who have been deeply hurt.